Tuesday, September 27, 2005


paul

Dreams

dreams can be

1. God talking to you

2.The devil invading your sleep .

3.too much seafood.

by the process of elimination : -1.No peace = no God(god is peace) -3.i hate seafood

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what happened?

took a nap at 7 and wasnt woken for dinner so i slept on and it started.

DARKNESS.ma sent me to school and she was in a foul mood. i arrived at a dark market and there were school people eating there.all the friends who attend fcbc actually.wenshan peng liehao and the girls.hmm.. then i went to buy food and the stall lights were all dingy and dark and stuff there was different stuff at different stalls. one sell body parts. agh all that morbid sheet la(lets not get into it. if youre reading this in the wee hours of the morning like me you`d be quite freaked out ) eh but i saw moo and there was alittle peace he said why always got problem 1..then i woke up into the darkness.mind was in a whirl and dont know what time.wait theres extra darkness.why am i feeling afraid and confused?pray in tongues lor.left the room for toilet and didnt wanna go talk to mum cos its 4 am and she snoring away and paulette would just say never mind la even though she cares lots.so i walked to the balcony window and as soon as i got there an icy wind came, shadows fleeted and suddenly all the neighbourhood dogs barked freaky. yet one thing remained the same.the cross above the gate of st.gabriels.remember turn your eyes on the Lord?hallelujah man.IT GOT WORSE! the winds blew and i was wearing a singlet and it FELT cold.shadows played tricks on my eyes and i FELT alone and the dogs barked and i FELT scared.one thing stays the same.JESUS.

to HELL with feelings.i am not led by feelings.because feelings are like a wave in the sea.if i trusted my feelings i would have woke my mum up and snuggle and hug and still be afraid.yet Jesus is the same yesterday today and forevermore.What the heck !is a bad dream compared to MY BIG GOD!

listen up* Do not be led by feelings as they change.Even though everything seems to be darkness.you have the light of the world.you dont need to borrow it or play loud music to psycho yourself to be unafraid.cast it all to Jesus.you HAVE the light of the world.amen. no fear baby ~


pOw-Li
if i can boast let me boast of christ.
what gain is it if i put something up here that is highly entertaining and for peoples comments out of a crave for attention?
what gain when i am the center of attention.
nothing, now THAT is meaningless.
its also crab.
so whats the use of blogging crab?

aha.bless bros n siss with every entry.
blog something that will let people touch christ when they read it lah.
yet some secrets of gods heart should be kept secrets as not everybody is open to every single god thingy.
great I Am, give me wisdom lest i fall into pride.
amen.
singanewsong- Aye,aye, aye feel sho alibe~