inter-inference
was just taking a slow walk back from supper at the kopitiam with some loved ones.
previously it was called s-11 but now its called ten thousand gold.
i walked really slow .
found out some new things today
1. leanne is not a banker per se , but she does work at/in a bank.
2. I am still a sad little boy.
( boy cos still teenager last year of teenage life 19!)
(unless you pronounce 20 as twenteen la)
anyway ... the walk home was hmm.. quiet.
just coming to the realisation of current affairs
or what jeng said to me
"whoa you always tio tiang 1"
just like (in soccer) when you shoot and hit the bar of the goalpost
infering that... no wait inferring .. ah darn 1:15 am is no excuse for poor spelling
infering.
ok inferring that the girls i like always don`t like me
yes yes clowns have feeling too.
they wear colorful facepaint so they still look happy when they are not smiling.
clowns aren`t supposed to look sad.
yes yes i am stuck in this predicament of what defines me.
same as reagens nik. identity crisis.haha.
Out of all the notes ,christmas/birthday cards, friendster testimonials given to me
98% pointed out the fact that i was funny , thanked me for being funny , gave them stomach cramps cos they laughed too much,thanked me for giving them stomach cramps cos they laughed too much etc.
jokes aside...
Recently i`ve been quieter and more contemplative about my life.
Not just buzzing around like a bee doing too much stuff.
But seriously what defines me?
what say you when i have no more jokes to crack , no more silences to break.
After all has been said and done.i hope i continue to just fade away.
And all that remains only I Am.
Anyway back to that girl part.
There is so much i want to say to you.
But selah.
I`ll wait out this shipwreck this heartbreak.
For now i wear my heart on my sleeve and my tears proud on my face
let the Your word resonate so the pain dont turn to hate.
Love paul , just paul.
was just taking a slow walk back from supper at the kopitiam with some loved ones.
previously it was called s-11 but now its called ten thousand gold.
i walked really slow .
found out some new things today
1. leanne is not a banker per se , but she does work at/in a bank.
2. I am still a sad little boy.
( boy cos still teenager last year of teenage life 19!)
(unless you pronounce 20 as twenteen la)
anyway ... the walk home was hmm.. quiet.
just coming to the realisation of current affairs
or what jeng said to me
"whoa you always tio tiang 1"
just like (in soccer) when you shoot and hit the bar of the goalpost
infering that... no wait inferring .. ah darn 1:15 am is no excuse for poor spelling
infering.
ok inferring that the girls i like always don`t like me
yes yes clowns have feeling too.
they wear colorful facepaint so they still look happy when they are not smiling.
clowns aren`t supposed to look sad.
yes yes i am stuck in this predicament of what defines me.
same as reagens nik. identity crisis.haha.
Out of all the notes ,christmas/birthday cards, friendster testimonials given to me
98% pointed out the fact that i was funny , thanked me for being funny , gave them stomach cramps cos they laughed too much,thanked me for giving them stomach cramps cos they laughed too much etc.
jokes aside...
Recently i`ve been quieter and more contemplative about my life.
Not just buzzing around like a bee doing too much stuff.
But seriously what defines me?
what say you when i have no more jokes to crack , no more silences to break.
After all has been said and done.i hope i continue to just fade away.
And all that remains only I Am.
Anyway back to that girl part.
There is so much i want to say to you.
But selah.
I`ll wait out this shipwreck this heartbreak.
For now i wear my heart on my sleeve and my tears proud on my face
let the Your word resonate so the pain dont turn to hate.
Love paul , just paul.
