heart soul mind strength
my struggles
not exaggerated
2006. reality check
not in order of importance.school,church,family,paul.
stuff that is on my mind i dont really say so or show it but i worry la since school started.
* juggle*
SCHOOL : geylang methodist secondary schoolthis year is o level year !IN CASE you dont know im 18 this year but taking my o levels because i stayed back 1 year and now i just made it to secondary 5.so yeah supposed to be J2 if i studied but aiya quite behind time. im taking o levels with 1990 people! oh man not only is it siasway but its quite a jumpfrom N levels to o levels and i dont know if i can cope with ten points being the passing mark for n and i got nine.i wanna make it to tertiary educationbut i know i am lazy , and not good in the basics cos didnt study at all during lower sec
CHURCH : paya lebar methodist churchthis year is preparation year! IN CASE some are still reminescing about the camp or feeling lousy or just staying in a slumprepent.for he is near , then rise up! we are the body of Christ and we gotta let our dear lord jesus work in us together.right now we got struggling ministries,pride,lack of revelation,missing out on the joy of the Lord,finding ourself short of leaders and those that we have arent united,...
HOW ARE WE GOING TO LEAD 50 PLMGSS GIRLS NEXT YEAR? let alone 1000+
start a new cluster? caiying would be the most probable candidate bfor cluster leader but i dont know. we need to pray la. shes like doing so much already la! god bless her wonderful smile though.not saying that through the power of the holy spirit we can`t do it, but i am not sure if god will bless something that is not of christ that is out of his willunless its out of his sovereignty and grace. but we gotta pray la.for me, i have served for a couplea years singing running around and being a cell group leader with joshua yee who has A levels at acjc.
but this year i gotta spend time studying,so i either gonna let go of something(prolly singing)
FAMILY : sock hoon(mum) sara (sis)in case again you dont know my dad has went to be with the lord about eleven years ago.my sister is geylang secondary 3 express i think she will go acjc so cute and happening she.my mum is currently working as a childcare teacher earning $700 a month . and that bothers me.mum always says dont worry dont worry, but i dont know..when the rubber hits the road , does your doctrine save you? how can go on to study and have stuff and find girlfren and go the tamara winslow course ? trust god lor...
so easy to say right.
Paul : ho jun jie
i dont wanna set new year resolutions cos after about june , no wait, about february i`d forget or break em. ie: nippies , how many have i victimized?
anyway after all that.. i dont need modal answers like dont worry about it and its gonna be okay although they are comforting...not knowing so many things.
i hope im not whining ,
but i want you whos reading this to know ..
i struggle . i really do. deep down inside i squirm and grit my teeth as i lay my head down .untrusting thoughts steal my sleep and my mind grows weary. i need revelation . but more so i need jesus.
beloved i have poured my heart out, won`t you pray for me,
call me msg me mail me thanks!
singanewsong : emmanuel - hillsong
my struggles
not exaggerated
2006. reality check
not in order of importance.school,church,family,paul.
stuff that is on my mind i dont really say so or show it but i worry la since school started.
* juggle*
SCHOOL : geylang methodist secondary schoolthis year is o level year !IN CASE you dont know im 18 this year but taking my o levels because i stayed back 1 year and now i just made it to secondary 5.so yeah supposed to be J2 if i studied but aiya quite behind time. im taking o levels with 1990 people! oh man not only is it siasway but its quite a jumpfrom N levels to o levels and i dont know if i can cope with ten points being the passing mark for n and i got nine.i wanna make it to tertiary educationbut i know i am lazy , and not good in the basics cos didnt study at all during lower sec
CHURCH : paya lebar methodist churchthis year is preparation year! IN CASE some are still reminescing about the camp or feeling lousy or just staying in a slumprepent.for he is near , then rise up! we are the body of Christ and we gotta let our dear lord jesus work in us together.right now we got struggling ministries,pride,lack of revelation,missing out on the joy of the Lord,finding ourself short of leaders and those that we have arent united,...
HOW ARE WE GOING TO LEAD 50 PLMGSS GIRLS NEXT YEAR? let alone 1000+
start a new cluster? caiying would be the most probable candidate bfor cluster leader but i dont know. we need to pray la. shes like doing so much already la! god bless her wonderful smile though.not saying that through the power of the holy spirit we can`t do it, but i am not sure if god will bless something that is not of christ that is out of his willunless its out of his sovereignty and grace. but we gotta pray la.for me, i have served for a couplea years singing running around and being a cell group leader with joshua yee who has A levels at acjc.
but this year i gotta spend time studying,so i either gonna let go of something(prolly singing)
FAMILY : sock hoon(mum) sara (sis)in case again you dont know my dad has went to be with the lord about eleven years ago.my sister is geylang secondary 3 express i think she will go acjc so cute and happening she.my mum is currently working as a childcare teacher earning $700 a month . and that bothers me.mum always says dont worry dont worry, but i dont know..when the rubber hits the road , does your doctrine save you? how can go on to study and have stuff and find girlfren and go the tamara winslow course ? trust god lor...
so easy to say right.
Paul : ho jun jie
i dont wanna set new year resolutions cos after about june , no wait, about february i`d forget or break em. ie: nippies , how many have i victimized?
anyway after all that.. i dont need modal answers like dont worry about it and its gonna be okay although they are comforting...not knowing so many things.
i hope im not whining ,
but i want you whos reading this to know ..
i struggle . i really do. deep down inside i squirm and grit my teeth as i lay my head down .untrusting thoughts steal my sleep and my mind grows weary. i need revelation . but more so i need jesus.
beloved i have poured my heart out, won`t you pray for me,
call me msg me mail me thanks!
singanewsong : emmanuel - hillsong
