heart soul mind strength
big thank you and <3 to
FELI belly meh meh
LUK-ee
jiejie sheryl
R&R(reags and roys)
free :)
and angelie
for your encouragement to shine some light in this seemingly hopeless pathetic short spell of feeling lousy today.
but i was wondering after all the msn smileys and words of encouragement why i still feeling lousy even though i honestly did feel their love.
its because i wanted it!
i somehow liked the little extra attention and thought i needed to tell everybody how lousy i felt so i would know if they cared and how much.i held that little black spiky ball of duno what crap in my belly and everytime somebody encouraged me it hurt abit less.and tht encouragement made me feel better about myself, hmm.
SALA LIAO LOR! i was still being bitter about Jo ignoring me.
and i held on to that lah. so DONT.
i gave the damn devil a foothold in me- and its not because i did anything wrong or because i did anything right cos it dont make me a better person.
i kept whining about what could be wrong with me and allowed it to bug me till i was decieved to a point that i forgot what mattered most!
" you wretched worm , Jesus Loves You"
yes! thats precisely it!we are wretched! unworthy , unrighteous , un alot of things.
we were never worthy in the first place! which is why we need jesus! he is our worth amen.hallelujah ! thank you for breaking through this deception man.
thanks to angel for being the vessel.anyway whatever it is never forget your first love.
the greatest love was given to me. thank you jesus.
so dont look at yourself in your patheticicity,moodynessism and frownalotolimpics.
look to him!
to christ the king. cos this king loves you.
nights kids . love you la <3 paul
singanewsong- sonic edge - find you
big thank you and <3 to
FELI belly meh meh
LUK-ee
jiejie sheryl
R&R(reags and roys)
free :)
and angelie
for your encouragement to shine some light in this seemingly hopeless pathetic short spell of feeling lousy today.
but i was wondering after all the msn smileys and words of encouragement why i still feeling lousy even though i honestly did feel their love.
its because i wanted it!
i somehow liked the little extra attention and thought i needed to tell everybody how lousy i felt so i would know if they cared and how much.i held that little black spiky ball of duno what crap in my belly and everytime somebody encouraged me it hurt abit less.and tht encouragement made me feel better about myself, hmm.
SALA LIAO LOR! i was still being bitter about Jo ignoring me.
and i held on to that lah. so DONT.
i gave the damn devil a foothold in me- and its not because i did anything wrong or because i did anything right cos it dont make me a better person.
i kept whining about what could be wrong with me and allowed it to bug me till i was decieved to a point that i forgot what mattered most!
" you wretched worm , Jesus Loves You"
yes! thats precisely it!we are wretched! unworthy , unrighteous , un alot of things.
we were never worthy in the first place! which is why we need jesus! he is our worth amen.hallelujah ! thank you for breaking through this deception man.
thanks to angel for being the vessel.anyway whatever it is never forget your first love.
the greatest love was given to me. thank you jesus.
so dont look at yourself in your patheticicity,moodynessism and frownalotolimpics.
look to him!
to christ the king. cos this king loves you.
nights kids . love you la <3 paul
singanewsong- sonic edge - find you
